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crafty go rafty [Oct. 12th, 2009|10:31 pm]
meh.
[mood |lonelylonely]

I went to an apple orchard today.  i'm trying to get inspired by the fall.  so far it's working.. a little.  there are so many things i want to do.  gah.  i can't do them all.  i am going to try and refocus some things this winter and really get my shit together.  traveling helped clear my head and made me appreciate things I have and made me realize what i do have. 
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ambitionless [Jan. 2nd, 2009|03:12 pm]
meh.
i feel like i'm worthless...
i haven't gotten out of bed all day.
it might have been because i ate taco bell and white castle last night. sick. i feel disgusting.

anyone else?
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i'm not scared to die, i'm a little bit of what comes after. do i get the gold chariot? [Dec. 2nd, 2008|09:33 pm]
meh.
jesus christ that's a pretty face.
kind you'd find on someone that could save.
if they don't put me away
it'll be a miracle.
do you belive you're missing out?
that everything good is happening somewhere else?
but without nobody in your bed
the night's hard to get through.
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unavailable [Dec. 1st, 2008|04:38 pm]
meh.
i want to read more bret easton ellis.
i feel so unavailable.. emtionally, physically and mentally... sick.
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hello good bye [Nov. 5th, 2008|12:22 am]
meh.
Two Weeks In Hawaii"

You've got your airplane
And I've got the plain air of here
You're gone and I've gone insane
Oh when will you reappear
I'm just some new kid
Who can't get his mind off of you
And I know that it's stupid

Cause you've got Hawaii
And I've gotten no letters from you
I should stop whining
Cause its only been a day or two...
I don't know what you did
But you got me to fall for you
I know its stupid

Your families rad and I
Wish that they were here today
But they're thousands and thousands of miles away
I felt so bad when your mom
Caught us eating ice cream in your
Room at three in the morning

'Cause id hate for her
To not want me around her daughter cause my heart stops everytime

You've got Polaroid
And you even know how to rhyme
Id be overjoyed
If we could just hang out sometime
I don't know what you did
But you got me to fall for you
And I know that its stupid
But you know that I try

Your drawing's rad and I
Put in on my wall and I made
Sure it wouldn't fall cause if it did
My straw wrapper might tear
And there would be no knot and I would
Feel like id been shot right through the heart

And id fall apart but id remember how
My heart stops everytime

You are so special
I just hope that we can be friends
I'll wait forever
But I guess that it all depends
On you and yours
So come on and dance with me
Cause you are so special

I hope that this makes you smile
And you might stay that way for a while
Cause you deserve every grin that you get
And you'll get em a lot from me
Uh ho, uh ho

You are so special
I just hope that we can be friends
I'll wait forever
But I guess that it all depends
On you and yours
So come on and dance with me
Cause you are so special

And my heart stops every time
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california burritos [Nov. 4th, 2008|01:39 pm]
meh.
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |california burritos - chuck ragan]

i am so excited to go to california and drive back with vena.  i feel like it's going to be so liberating.. maybe i'll burn my bra.  no i'll probably need it.  our supply list for one week on the road is as follows:

bucket hats
cigarette holders
hoodies
fake mustaches
party hats
christmas lights
(at least) one 6 pack of beer in the car at all times
mardi gras beads
latex gloves

i'm pretty sure i'm only going to get on the plane to california with the clothes i'm wearing and my purse filled with underwear... and maybe the fake mustaches. i'll also be growing a beard for the duration of the trip... i'm sure it won't grow much hahahahaha
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to my dad. [Nov. 3rd, 2008|01:26 am]
meh.
[music |Brand New - Guernica]

Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won. Worry and wake the ones you love. A phone call I'd rather not receive. Please use my body while I sleep. My lungs are fresh and yours to keep, Kept clean and they will let you breathe. Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind. Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. I'm not writing my goodbyes. I submit no excuse. If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake.

If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind. Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone
and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. I'm not writing my goodbyes. I'm not letting you check out. You will beat this starting now and you will always be around. I'm there to monitor your breathing I will watch you while you're sleeping. I will keep you safe and sound. Does anybody remember back when you were very young. Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?
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i'm a sucker for some pretty eyes.... [Nov. 3rd, 2008|01:03 am]
meh.
she's my best girl
she's got six strings
she knows all about these
heartbreak and things
and though her eyes might not shine
she's always by my side
hell, she's all mine
for all night
she's my best girl by far
she's all mine
for all night
and she'll never break my heart

thank you Lucero
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what a pervert [Oct. 8th, 2008|01:30 am]
meh.
http://i35.tinypic.com/dztob9.jpg
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empty bottle [Aug. 5th, 2008|12:10 am]
meh.
[mood |rejectedrejected]
[music |Mirah - The Garden]

remember the night i got really drunk and hit on a guy in a band and then had to walk 2 miles home at 2 in the morning? hahaha it was hillarious? i also played playboy pinball by myself.. it was a good night spent deservingly alone...
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